The topic was “Let Go and Let God.” My friend and I were amazed. I remember feeling better that day, just being in the room. I kept coming back, wanting to feel even better. I read some Al-Anon literature and found all of my secrets exposed. These people knew everything I had done and loved me anyway.
They knew about my threats to leave the alcoholic, how I poured alcohol down the drain, and how I drank with him so there wouldn’t be as much. They knew about my searches in the garage for hidden bottles. I realized that not only was I not alone, but that these strangers understood me and loved me. I kept attending week after week and started feeling much better. My life has totally changed from that winter eight years ago. I am no longer afraid. I have the strength to take care of myself and my children. I have faith that things will work out just the way they are supposed to. I will be forever grateful for a room full of strangers at that first meeting and to the Al-Anon program for giving me back my life.